UPDATE: MY RELOCATION PLANS GOT DERAILED – CANCELLED
Dearly Beloved’s, my relocation plans to join my son has been derailed, cancelled on the premise my son resides in a rental home owned by his father. His father is his landlord. In fact, this is the first and only home I ever purchased. I quick deed it to my son's father in 2008 during the time the market crashed. This is the short version of a long story.
My son’s father and I have a history that dates back to 1978. I ended the relationship in 1980 due to physical and mental abuse coupled with jealousy and a controlling temperament. He’s approximately 13 years older than me. The relationship was rekindled in 1989, I gave birth to our son in 1990. He’s always been a great provider for our son and embraced our son as a blessing from birth to this very day. My son’s father and I relationship since departing ways in 2008 has been amicable, respectful and loving.
However, my son’s father resents the fact that I married a “white man”, he attempts to voice this at every opportunity when speaking to me, BUT, I shut it down.
Yes, I was his mistress when my son was born, and to date, my son has a loving relationship with his step-mother and siblings. And, I have no intentions on compromising that relationship.
The love that I have today is for my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, The Messiah and for God: The Father and The Holy Spirit. I will not forsake my Spiritual Chain-of-Command, nor my calling.
I BELONG TO GOD: THE HOLY TRINITY. I AM HIS WARRIOR AND I AM COMMITTED AND OWNED BY GOD. HERE TO DO HIS WILL ACCORDING TO HIS PLAN AND PURPOSE, I AM ONE OF THE CHOSEN OF THE MANY WHO ARE CALLED. PERIOD!!!
I am a child of God… I am bonified and certified by god’s anointing and the seal of the holy spirit.
Declaring yourself as a child of god
As a child of God, one has to be willing to put his/her will aside. Crucifying the flesh, dethroning self and placing God in First Place.
I hear many who declare themselves as a child of God, yet their actions and words depicts that of a child of Satan.
The following scripture reflects the behavior of a child of God vs. a child that is glorifying Satan. And the Word of God as it states below enlightens us on the consequences:
Galatians 5:16-26 (New King James Version)
Walking in the Spirit
16 I say then: Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh. 17 For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that you do not do the things that you wish. 18 But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law.
19 Now the works of the flesh are evident, which are: [a]adultery, [b]fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, 20 idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, 21 envy, [c]murders, drunkenness, revelries, and the like; of which I tell you beforehand, just as I also told you in time past, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 [d]gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law. 24 And those who are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. 25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. 26 Let us not become conceited, provoking one another, envying one another.
Moving On
After a heated phone conversation with my son’s father, which ultimately, I hung up on him because it was apparent that he was still courting those evil demonic spirits from the past and they started to rear their head of ugliness. The spirit of bitterness, pride, jealousy and controlling.
I testify in the name of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, Satan you will not have your way with me.
I AM A CHILD OF GOD. I EXERCISE MY DOMINION OVER YOU NO MATTER WHAT FORM YOU MAY APPEAR IN OR IN WHICH HUMAN BEING ALLOWS YOU TO USE THEM AS PREY BECAUSE THEY LACK THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD AND THEY LACK IN THE FEAR OF GOD. I DO NOT FEAR YOU SATAN. I FEAR THE LORD MY GOD: THE HOLY TRINITY. AND MY GREATEST AND ONLY FEAR IS TO DISPLEASE MY HEAVENLY FATHER, GOD: THE HOLY TRINITY, IT IS GOD WHOM I DECLARE MY LOVE FOR.
Meanwhile
The obsessive demeanor of my son’s father continued with his attempt to reach me by phone. I did not answer. He left a voice mail telling me do not come and may God Bless me.
He texted me at 11:40 pm “Call me now we need to talk before you leave, followed with another text at 11:45 pm “Do not come (with three emoji’s of the cross and three emoji’s of praying hands.)
So, I cancelled my train ticket, I was scheduled to leave on Wednesday at 1:55 pm on June 22nd.
I refused to engage in Satan and his agent’s obsessive behavior towards me. For the record, Satan, I detest bullies.
To date: I am literally on the brink of being homeless. Meanwhile, Michael Paul has moved his mother and sister out of the house due to lingering mold issues and fast deterioration of the roof. The insurance company that is in the process of being sued stemming from damages from Hurricanes Laura and Delta has just recently made the news stating that they are cancelling over 30,000 policies with the means to file bankruptcy. So I shared this information with Michael Paul because they were clueless.
Greed is a curse! In the beginning stages after the first pay out from the Insurance company, I was instrumental in overseeing and handling all interaction with the insurance company on behalf of my mother-in-law. Then Michael Paul took over, hired an out of state attorney who came back with an offer of just under $30,000 in addition to the first pay out of $7000+.
Michael Paul declined the offer, hired a new attorney and to this day there is a chance that they will get nothing. The initial payout was more than enough to get the roof repaired at least, Michael Paul is a Contractor, the material would have been covered, but they squandered those funds. This saga goes deeper, but I will leave it there.
As for the smaller home, uninsured, FEMA Funds were available, initially they refused, I appealed with very compelling evidence, I won the appeal and my mother-in-law was awarded over $7000+, yet again, they squandered these funds and now that roof is on the verge of caving in.
I am a light bearer, the one creature who operates in darkness with secrets, deceit and lies, is Satan.
I share this on the premise, while all of this is happening Michael Paul’s greatest desires is to pleasure his member, his penis. And because of these evil pleasures he has birth a monster for himself, his mother and his sister. I became disposable, like garbage, abandoned, rejected, lied to by all three. They plotted and schemed and then they moved out without giving me any notice. I just woke up one morning and they were packing to leave the mold infested home.
In a meeting, called by Michael Paul the previous week which included his mother and sister, Michael Paul informed me that I had exhausted their grace and mercy and that I needed to leave. He asked what was I waiting on. I told him that I was waiting to go before the judge. I had not been served with those papers yet. So, on June 6th, I was served the petition for “Final Divorce”.
Michael Paul emphasized that this is his mother’s home an indicator that I was no longer welcomed here. I looked over at my mother-in-law and all that was there was a blank look. Meanwhile, Michael’s sister, chimed in to say something, I told her to stand down, because she had been a third wheel in my marriage since they moved in here due to the failing health of both Christina and my mother-in-law. I told her that the love that she shows for her brother is borderline incest behavior, it’s sickening to witness, makes me want to vomit. I reminded the three of them that I did not marry mother and sister, I married Michael Paul. I adjourned the meeting and exited the room.
I told Michael Paul that he was compromising the souls of his mother and sister, because he was using them to partake in his acts of infidelity against me and Spiritual Infidelity against Jesus Christ.
Downloads From God to me via The Holy Spirit
These past few month since Michael Paul asked for the divorce God started to download in me via the Holy Spirit. Some of the down loads were so deep, I asked, God why are you sharing this with me? What am I to do with this information? The Holy Spirit led me to the following Scripture:
Matthew 10:24-31
New King James Version
24 “A disciple is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master. 25 It is enough for a disciple that he be like his teacher, and a servant like his master. If they have called the master of the house [a]Beelzebub, how much more will they call those of his household! 26 Therefore do not fear them. For there is nothing covered that will not be revealed, and hidden that will not be known.
Jesus Teaches the Fear of God
27 “Whatever I tell you in the dark, speak in the light; and what you hear in the ear, preach on the housetops. 28 And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in [b]hell. 29 Are not two sparrows sold for a [c]copper coin? And not one of them falls to the ground apart from your Father’s will. 30 But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.
Moving On… The Downloads from God
For months God was sharing the fact that the three of them: Michael Paul, Mom Britta and sister Christina (this is how God refers to them) were deceiving me, that they were being deceptive.
He stated that He was angry especially with Michael Paul and that Michael Paul’s earthy father was also displeased with him. It was apparent to me that God had parted the Heavenly veil allowing Michael Paul’s earthy father to see what was taking place. God spoke this to me twice via the Holy Spirit.
The most heart wrenching was that God stated to me that Sister Christina will not make the rapture. WHOA! That was really deep!!!
God said that sister Christina has an evil heart. I have witnessed that demon in her and have had to text Michael to speak to her because of how she would address her mother, if I had taken matters over, it would not have gone well. I was focused on keeping the peace.
Noteworthy: Who knows the heart and thoughts of a person, but God. Recount the action God took against Moses sister Miriam in the book of Numbers when she and Aaron spoke ill of Moses and his wife. God is the same yesterday, today and forever.
The Whoa Factor for me From God
After the down loads from God, God said, I need you to stay close because Mom Britta and Sister Christina will need you. Like, Seriously, Come on God, You just enlightened me to the fact that they are deceiving me, scheming and plotting against me, with Michael Paul and You need me to stay close.
Long story short, I was obedient to God’s desire of me. I remained as their caretaker and caregiver, I had enlisted the help of Home Health Care to assist with my mother-in-law.
There were times when my mother-in-law came to me in tears, choked up, seeking that I pray for her. She would go into states of depression, fear of where she would go when she died because she was still harboring unforgiveness against her long deceased mother and unforgiveness against her two sisters. I would minister to her and mentor her according to God’s Will and God’s Word.
God stated that the three of them will be held accountable with consequences for their action. They will reap the seeds they have sown with their deceitfulness towards me. He said, you pray for them, all this you do for them and this is how they treat my child. God said I am not pleased with them. He said they do not love me the way you love me. (WHOA)
On one evening our Spirits were conjoined, the Holy Spirit took me into a bowing position and I felt God pain, His Hurt, it was so deep and I was held in this bowing position for a while. I wanted to hold God and comfort Him.
When God, the Creator of the Universe, of all of us, take time to visit with me and share such intimate moments and details, and prepare me for things to come, how can I not honor Him.
God has been consistent in sharing with me and preparing me for things coming to past, but that I will be alright. This for me is a testimony of How Jesus Christ would venture off and have those intimate moments with God during His time here on earth, doing the Will of God The Father.
The Seven Churches
Then I went back to the “Seven Churches” in the book of Revelation where the Holy Spirit had lead me to on an earlier day.
I concluded that Christina fitted well into the “Lukewarm” Church for a number of reasons not just stemming from her soul being compromised by embracing Michael’s infidelity, although this truly proves to be distasteful in the eyes of God.
Meanwhile, Michael Paul, I find that your behavior is well suited into the “Compromising” Church. I urge you to acquaint yourself with the Seven Churches. The return of Jesus Christ is upon us, God has prophesied this through me via the Holy Spirit on numerous occasions.
For it is written, a time is coming for those who do not make the rapture, where men will seek death and can’t find it. (See The Book of Revelations).
Revelation 3:14-16
New King James Version
The Lukewarm Church
14 “And to the [a]angel of the church [b]of the Laodiceans write,
‘These things says the Amen, the Faithful and True Witness, the Beginning of the creation of God: 15 “I know your works, that you are neither cold nor hot. I could wish you were cold or hot. 16 So then, because you are lukewarm, and neither [c]cold nor hot, I will vomit you out of My mouth.
Moving On…
Last evening, June 20th, as I lay down, cuddling with the Holy Spirit, the still small voice of Jesus Christ spoke the following words to me: “still waters run deep”
Upon awaking, and discovering the power grid was down in parts of Lake Charles, As soon as power was turned back on I started to research scripture relative to that message from Jesus and the result was as follows:
the following is an Excerpt from “Hope For Israel…(Seed of abraham ministries, inc.)
“He leads me beside still waters…” Psalm 23:2b - Hope for Israel (hope4israel.org)
“HE LEADS ME BESIDE STILL WATERS…”
PSALM 23:2B
“Still waters” are waters that flow very slowly and calmly; they bring much peace and rest to one’s spirit. One of the most relaxing things in life is the sound of a bubbling brook or flowing stream of water… it is something that brings you to a place of calm, where you can focus without any distractions.
In Hebrew, the words for ‘still waters’ in Psalm 23:2b are “Mai Menochot”, meaning literally, “restful waters”. Our Shepherd wants to lead us to a place of rest, a place of trust, a place of confidence, a place where you rely on Him and focus on Him without anything that will distract you. He wants to take the “heavy load” from your life and replace it with His everlasting peace and rest.
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. “Take My yoke upon you, and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and YOU SHALL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS. “For My yoke is easy, and My load is light.” Matt 11:28-30 (emphasis mine)
“He leads me beside still waters…” Psalm 23:2b - Hope for Israel (hope4israel.org)
As It Stands…
I am on the brink of being homeless, literally. This is truly a vulnerable and humbling state to be in. I began to just poor out my heart to God: The Holy Trinity coupled with frequent prayer via The Holy Spirit and in my own understanding.
I reached out to a childhood friend requesting to rent a room from her and her husband, but that was declined on the premise she and her husband had agreed to not take on any more boarders, family or friends. I respected her honesty and their stance.
I started to look into homeless shelters and crisis centers that help people in my dire need. I am still working on this.
Finances proves to be my greatest dilemma, on the premise, after my dissolving of my sister-in-law’s dog grooming business in December of 2019 due to her health issues, I became unemployed. I was Operations Manager of the Business, working from home and I had hired Michael part-time as a bather. After that I became a housewife with Michael’s blessings, and too, because of my Supernatural Calling working for God’s Kingdom, working in the secular world is not an option.
Fortunately, I turned 62 in April of this year, I am a bona fide senior citizen (smiling) and this enabled me to file for early retirement, the drawback is that approximately 30% of what would be full retirement is taken. So, my income puts me below poverty level according the world’s system.
Spiritually, I am wealthy, I have an abundance of Spiritual Blessings and wealth according to God’s Kingdom. I’d say my credit score with God is doing great. The Holy Spirit is smiling with me right now. HALLELUJAH!
Another drawback, due to my below poverty level income, I cannot apply for an apartment without a co-signer because they require ones income to be 3 to 4 times the monthly rent.
Meanwhile “Still Water Runs Deep” Thank You Jesus for always quenching my thirst. Reminding me that I am not alone.
Another download from God, The Father, via The Holy Spirit is a reminder for me to know that I am not alone. God said, I am beside you, Lord Jesus Christ is beside me and the Holy Spirit is in me and God said that He has a Host of His Holy Angels encamped around me. HALLELUJAH!!!
So, as of Monday, June 20th, I text Michael Paul requesting that he call me, he obliged. I stated to him that my departure from his family home was going to be delayed. I asked him how much time did I have? He stated that there was no hurry. Meanwhile, I am diligently seeking accommodations.
My Emergency Backup Plan: my neighbor friend has offered to put me up for a short time if need be, she said I could have her bedroom, because she mostly sleep on the sofa. And she could not stand-by and see me go into a homeless shelter.
Her generosity reminds me of the many times Michael and I took in homeless people and/ or put them up in hotels.
Matthew 25:35-36
New King James Version
35 for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; 36 I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.’
The Gas Got Turned Off
On Friday, June 17th, the gas was turned off. I called Michael, and reminded him that during our last meeting he stated “I am a man of my word”. He had assured me that the utilities would not be turned off, yet the gas was. Nonetheless, he apologized and Monday June 20th the gas got turned back on.
Shipment of Personal Belongings
I arrived at the decision that I was not going to contest anything, I was not going to seek 50% of Michael Paul and I personal assets, I decided not show up for my court date of July 14th, I did not need to appear, since I was no longer going to seek alimony and my share of the assets.
And too, I was acting as my own attorney, I could not afford an attorney, Michael filed under the Pauper status thus giving him the free attorney services, although I was prepared to show that he did not meet “Pauper” status, he is a Contractor with means to make good money. I had evidence to support all arguments I had prepared for my case.
But, remember the scripture relative to one running a race, and he disburses all unnecessary weight. I concluded that I needed to get rid of the excess baggage so that is how I arrived at the decision to simply leave and not seek anything. Contesting the divorce would only prolong my stay and I truly wanted to move on.
And, the evening prior to Michael Paul secretly moving out his mother and sister, God said to me via The Holy Spirit “your deed here is done”. HALLELUJAH! And that THE FATHER IS PLEASED. HALLELUJAH!
Then in the middle of the night I realized that I was under yet another test of obedience. While the down loads were accurate, how many people could still function and live and behave respectfully, knowing that the people they live with hate them.
I was and still am living in the enemy’s camp. You do not treat people whom you love this way, so the opposite of love is hate. BUT, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. The Lord is my refuge. The Holy Spirit is my Advocate, my go to Person when things get tough. Thank You Holy Spirit, Thank You Jesus Christ and Thank You God, My Spiritual Chain-of-Command. I LOVE YOU!!! LOVE TRULY DOES CONQUER ALL.
On the morning of their deceitful plot to leave, I approached each one of them, I thanked them and I told them that I love them. Mom Britta and Sister Christina was moved to tears. I had to be the bigger and better person. Sadly, some people you simply must sever ties with because the ongoing dysfunctional behavior is venom, the devil’s food.
So, Michael Paul had paid $200.12 to ship my personal belongings to my son and what I could not ship I gave away, only, now I am not able to go. So at least my personal belongings are there and my son had purchased me a bedroom set to be delivered on June 27th, and his roommate too was excited.
In Closing…
I have learned through my intimacy with God that the Books and scriptures that impact you the most has some relevance on how God will use us.
The Book of JOB truly had an impact on me, but the most endearing aspect was the fact that JOB never lost faith, he never stopped loving God.
And all JOB’s friends, who gave their opinion as to why God allowed those things to happen to JOB, saying that he was cursed and God was not pleased with him (paraphrasing), God held them accountable for their actions and their words. God’s Wrath came upon the friends of JOB. (See the Book of JOB).
The same with Moses’ sister who interfered and spoke unkindly to the fact that Moses married and Ethiopian, God’s wrath came upon her as well. (See the Book: Numbers 12)
Also, Jonah’s disobedience to God. (See the Book of Jonah)
Apostle Paul, was temporarily blinded for coming against the people of God. (See the Books of Acts)
God has made radical demands and request from those who serve Him. See the stories of Abraham, Joseph, Hosea, The Virgin Mary, Jonah, Moses, Noah and so many more.
Do your own fact check, I pray that you will not be spiritually lazy.
God ultimately blesses those who love and obey him.
Food for thought, remember Daniel fasting for 21 days and the Angel that God sent as His messenger, went through spiritual warfare because he was traveling from the third heaven, God’s Kingdom and the Holy Angel had to travel through the second Heaven, Satan’s Domain, before he could reach the earth.
As a living sacrifice, we are an asset to God, He wants us to desire Him and to seek out our calling and purpose. As a living sacrifice, God's Kingdom resides within us, among us, and His Holy Angels are encamped around us to do God's Will, readily, in the unseen realm of the Supernatural. We empower God to move on this earth. Many of my travailing's will attest to this, witnessing the ushering in of His Holy Angels and the disbursing them to go out and carry out God's commands.
God is not on His Throne to serve us; we are here to do God’s Will to bring His Kingdom here on earth and Jesus Christ the Greatest Messiah who ever walked this earth will be our King in the new Jerusalem and new Earth.
Food For Thought
For those of you who do not understand my Supernatural Calling and respect it, I urge you to seek wisdom, knowledge and understanding or simply be quiet. God says that vengeance is His, He will fight my every battle and hold accountable those who come against me. I pray that you will take heed to this request.
I AM A CHILD OF GOD
John 14:12
New King James Version
The Answered Prayer
12 “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father.
1 Corinthians 2:9
New King James Version
9 But as it is written:
“Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,
Nor have entered into the heart of man
The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”
My Prayer
Dear God: The Holy Trinity, thank You for Your Grace, Mercy and Blessings You bestow upon me each day. Thank You for my being one of the many who are called. I pray that each day I am a blessing to You. It is my honor to be Your Dunamis Warrior Princess.
To my viewers, I love you all and may God’s Blessings, Grace and Mercy be upon you.
Noteworthy… I will be attending my appointed Court Date for the divorce, being that I did not get to leave.
I forgive all of you who have wronged me, but I pray that you will take heed to my quest to simply be quiet and judge not.
“Still Waters Run Deep”, from the still small voice of Jesus Christ to my ears. Jesus this is me shouting it from the rooftops. (smile)
Signed
God’s Dunamis Warrior Princess (title ordained by God)
Travailing and Intercessory Prayer Warrior
Linda Abele, 6/21/2022